Body

Just look in the mirror
and what do you see
a little, fat child
that child is me

the fat takes up
all of the space
it is so bad
u cant see my face

theres nothing but fat
nothing at all
i don't know why i still
sit there and stare

at my fatness
i wish i could smile
i haven't been able to
for a long while.

i wish i was skinny
like everyone at school
then maybe i would be
extremely cool

i starve myself
and take bunches of pills
i will be skinny
i will, i will

benching is fun
it comes out in clumps
i feel bad but i cant
stop

20 pounds later
and i still don't eat
people are scared
but i think its neat

I'm loosing weight
I'm very happy
but watever ever happens,
happens

i get too skinny
and i go to hospital
i am too week
only 76 pounds

i die in the bed
because of no food
at 4:30 pm

I'm finally skinny in heaven