Is this what is meant to be me sitting and looking out the window thinking about how I did you wrong and how I could have done better. Is this meant to be me getting mad at my Friends cause they get to talk to you and share moments with you. Is this meant to be that I hear my friend begging with you over and over again Turing to make you talk to me and begging me to talk to you. Or the fact that I get a knot in my stomach every-time I saw you flirting with one of my friends and me holding back my tears. This is meant to be that I am waiting here looking like a retard and hoping that you will gave me another try at this.
