Winter in my Wonderland

It's still winter in my wonderland,
I just feel like I've done all that I can,
But somehow, it's still not quite enough,
And this problem I've got is just too tough.

Sometimes I feel like I can't see
What's right there in front of me,
'Cause it should be obvious that your feelings are hate
But I feel like I'm just a worm you've used for bait.

On some days I feel like I lie way too much:
'Yeah, I'm fine', 'no, I really don't mind such-and-such'
I want to tell the truth again
But I know that all the truth I have is sin.

It's still winter in my wonderland
I can't work it out - I've done all I can,
I want to be forgiven from all that I've done,
Let the tapestry of my sin slowly become undone.

But it's still winter in my wonderland
Nothing's gonna help 'cause I've done all I can
Please let me die or sleep in peace
Please le me go and find heavenly release

I hate the way I'm living now
My heart has become so broken now
And ten thousand tears is all that I can,
'Cause it's still winter in my wonderland.