I Give Up

I never thought I would end up like this,
Caught up in feeling,
Presenting my heart.

I never thought you would even consider,
But alas you have smiled,
Not turned me away.

I never thought we'd share so many talks,
About life and love,
Of heartache profound.

I never thought she'd get in the way,
But you still don't see,
No matter my words.

I never thought I would get so confused,
Of what you were thinking,
Of why you still stay.

I never thought I'd end up so angry,
Of the choices you make,
The fear you let guide.

I never thought I'd be longing for you,
When clearly you're stuck,
No movement at all.

I never thought I would say I give up,
Though i care deeply,
I cannot proceed...