Im why i did this

Im why i did this,
i just wanted to tell u all,
that without my screwed up feeling,
i wouldn't take this fall.

lieing to laugh,
cutting to bleed,
smoking to much,
drinking my need.

crying and screaming,
so unstable within my head,
blaming others when it's my fault,
my needs i fed.

i do what i want,
i don't even care,
if my choices are bad,
it's just not fair.

i wish i was normal,
i wish i was sane,
i wish everyone knew,
what was inside my brain.