Silent tears

People will never understand me,
not knowing the feelings i hide,
seeing you in my dreams,
makes me wanna die.

i miss your laugh,
and your sweet voice,
not knowing what will happen,
leaves me no other choice.

as i look in the sky i beg God,
take me now i cant bear it,
i miss you so much mindy,
im sorry for making you feel like shit.

your my inspiration, my hero, and my angel,
with all my heart i want to say i love you,
As i cry my silent tears dont ever forget,
when i die and go to heaven our friendship will start new.

*as i write this i cry because i feel so helpless...i hate this world so much*