He hurt me...

I’m holding back the tears
Forgetting all the pain
Relying on no one but me;
I’ll never be the same

I distorted all the judgments
that now seem to be true
like you couldn't live without me
and like I couldn't live without you

I thought things would be different
that we'd grow for the better
but now you've left me hanging
without a notice or a letter

I thought that you were different
that you'd never leave my side
but I was confused and lost
and now from my shame I must hide

I feel like a damn fool
I let you get the best of me
I gave you my secret feelings
and instead it brought controversy

never again will I let myself
be hurt like this again
because it seems that in this lonely world
I’m my only friend