Sometimes

The day you left me was the hardest day of my life
even though I knew you were in a place with no strife

sometimes I wonder why it had to be you
it doesn't seem fair that everyone dies too

life was so easy with you by my side
when you were here you'd wipe my tears when I cried

it's so hard now, I barely even smile.
I keep telling myself you'll be back after a while

sometimes I find myself with a knife to my arm
but I know you wouldn't like me causing myself harm

*my sister wrote this one*