It Just Won't Go Away..

The tears keep falling,
As I'm lying here in bed.
Thinking about you,
And everything you said.

Thinking about all the old times,
When I could call you mine.
Thinking about all we shared,
All the special times.

I can't stop the tears,
And I can't stop the pain.
I just wish that it would stop,
I wish it'd go away.

I wish I could quit loving you,
Like you quit loving me.
I wish I could quit remembering,
How you said we'd always be.

I want to just forget you,
And everything we had.
I want to forget how you made me smile,
And how you could drive me mad.

I don't know how to do it anymore,
How to deal with this pain.
I just wish it'd stop,
I want it all to go away...
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Written: 5/20/06..please comment