Tears Cried, Blood Died

The time is edging near
The time in my life
The one my friends fear

The death of my life
The smile fades away
The end of all the strife

It will be my blood I shed
But it will be your tears cried
Faded as my wrist's bled

Slowly drifting into the night
Passing into the unknown
I'll be gone before the light

You won't realise death is near
Thinking I'm pushing through
But I can't live through this year

The mistakes I've made
Are to much for me to change
The reason I cut with the blade

I've made up my mind
I'm going to be gone
The devil's list I've signed

I'll miss you, and love you still
I may be gone
Death by a blade or a packet of pills!