This Smile Lies...

This Smile I wear.. Only lasts so long

It seems like in my lifeâ?¦

Nothing Goes wrong

My Smile It hides soo many lies

Behind this cheer

My broken heart cries..

I show no weakness

And no pain..

Nothing shows

The smile Remains!

I try to be strong

And stand bold for you

I do not cry.. Or complain..

Out loud..

I try to stand Bold..

And look Proud..

But this smile will only last so long..

One can only be so strong..

In my own privacy I cry and cry..

Many times I just hope to die!

I jus want out.. I cant go on

I cant keep doing this

It feels so wrong..

I have no where to go now..

And no one to tell

Only one thing seems right now..

And that is to go..

To just end it all

And leave this world

But no one knows this..

They can not see..

The pain and sorrow that surrounds me

Because I continue to smile

While this pain builds up..

Until the day..

When it all comes out..

But its over nowâ?¦

I am gone..

Because I had to be so strong..

And act like nothing was ever wrong..