As I now look back at the life I used to live.. I find my self stopping and trying to forgiveâ?¦ forgive myself for what I\'ve done and what others have done to me.. Sometimes its harder than u thinkâ?¦
I\'m no longer the little girl that I used to beâ?¦ im growing up and moving on doing so many thingsâ?¦ I wish I could just go back and relive my tortured past.. I would have spent more time with Him not knowing time was short!~ I would have stopped to enjoy this life a little more not take so much for granted and remember what I had..
So many times we don\'t even stop to think of where our actions may lead! And how u can dissapoint those special people that u need! Its so hard to realize that this life u are living is changing rite before your eyes. Im growing up, and moving on, leaving friends, and many memories, loosing hope in so much, just waiting for the end! Hopeing that some how everything could change.. Jus go back to how it was.. And how I wish it could be. I sit here and wait for love to come and sweep me off my feet. I find myself going out and searching for this love I seek, wondering if there is even any one out there for me.. I hope one day I find him and all will be well. But until that day here is where I will stay I will try to change my ways and live my life day by day
