Tawny

Un told stories, emotions not shown

Friends are we? Cause I'm feeling all alone

I've made my mistakes, one that I truly regret

And I know it's still hurting you, and I know you'll never forget

The non-talking, the fighting, it's breaking me down

Cause I once had a real friend there, but now she's not found

I'm sick of the ignorance, my nonexistent as I walk by

That's what's getting to me, is when you don't even say hi

Don't pretend you haven't, it's done from time to time

Just can't believe you didn't see it, I was showing all the signs

Shedding tears is what I'm getting good at these days

Slowly I'm finding stronger pain, in intensive ways

I'm starting to slip; and it's getting harder as I go

The tears are getting worse, and now they're beginning to show

I'm trying my hardest, to get your approval back

To gain all respect, I'm trying but I seem to lack

My strength is beginning to fall; it seems I'm your greatest disaster

I'm trying to pretend it's all okay, but it's hard to show in honest laughter

When I seem to need you most, when I can't find a friend

Your phone is busy, and I'm scared all over again

You're letting me down, like I once let you down then

Maybe it's just jealously, that I'm not your "bestest" friend

Were is my true and honest friend, that I once called my best

Maybe we're not even friends anymore, and I should put this at a rest