Last 2 Hours

Next thoughts going through my mind
Is if there will be enough time?
To get out of here and out the door
To be honest I forgot what happened before
I had my 8th drink
I just can't seem to think
Of what my next words were
And if I said them to her
It's a question that is rattling my brain
This question is driving me insane
Get up and walk fast out
As I go by the couch
I get a hit by a memory flash
And believe it was bad
Can't believe what went down
Maybe I should just leave town
Get in the car
Drive fast and very far
This car won't go fast enough
I swear and I cuss
Red light, No cops
120 it tops
Awake, in a white room
Ears are making this colossal boom
My feet feel weird
I try to look but I can't see them in the mirror
My heart beats faster and quicker
Now I my arms will not stir
This is getting scary
Doctor comes in and I read his name tag "Larry"
I say as calmly as I could
"Larry, my arms and legs donâ??t feel like they should"
He has a look on his face
That up my heart's pace
He doesn't say a word to me
He shakes his head covers me with the sheets on the bed
Finally it hit's me, I am dead