Goodbye Everyone

I sit and wonder
how life would be
The way everyone would feel
if there was no more me

What if I died
and parted from existence
Lost my life
and killed my innocence

Would it matter to you
or affect anyone else
If I made my final vow
and eventually killed myself

Would it tear anyone inside
and make them fall to pieces
As my breathing finally stops
and my heartbeat ceases

I guess it doesn\'t matter,
I\'ve been taken for granted
Lost all of my acquaintances
and all I ever wanted

Sitting here so lonely,
abandoned by my friends
Planning on my funeral,
because this is the end