Love?

I try and live without, but my mind always seems to go back to the one that hurts me the most. I say I am done, no more pain, but somehow you still remain. I can't forget about that smile, and the way you laugh, the way you look at me, the way you say I love you. I can't stop thinking about you and I know I should. You've hurt me more than anyone could, but still my heart screams out for you. I think about how many times my heart has broke and still I get a smile on my face because with that pain comes the memories of the good times. You can make me smile like no one else, you can make me laugh through tears and you make my heart skip beats with just one touch of your hand. I can't get past the pain but I think I can learn to deal with it as long as I always have you by my side. I know this is stupid of me, to take back the one that hurts me the most, but I can't help but believe you're also the only one who has ever loved me this much....