My suicide note to you

Dear Nikk,
i cant take it anymore
the abuse and seeing you with that wh0re
knowing its her that makes you smile
knowing that hasn't been my job for a while
I'm going away, I'm leaving
killing myself so you don't have to put up with me
but i don't want to go out of this world without you knowing
you meant everything to me

love always,
lonely
depressed
crazy
dying
and missing you...
Kathryn