Three Years Of Love

In total three years of love.
And these three years have caused more harm than good.
But for the main duration of the love.
I was looking from a far.
Then 5 weeks from my imminent departure.
I broke out from my silence.
This in the main, caused me more pain then good once again.
Even tho in those bad times lead to moments.
That i will hold dear to my heart for ever.
These were moments of pure happiness consisting of.
Like the first time that i held your hand.
But now the love may have gone bad.
Due to the fact that i fear the imminent heartbreak.