Changing Fate..

So you don't like my ways,
You don't like my people,
You know it doesn't make me feel better,
Cuz it just isn't helpful...

These are my decisions,
And I don't care what you think anymore,
You used to be my role model,
But now it's you that i just ignore...

You say I'm going back to my old ways,
But i tell you that I'm not,
Yet you still don't listen,
I'm over that...it's gone and forgot...

I can't believe you think this is helping,
When really all your doing is bringing me down,
I've told you I don't like talking about it,
But yet you continue...it's just making me drown...

Why can't you take my word when I say I'm OK?
I would talk to you if i needed you,
I'm actually doing great right now,
I've made it..I'm on my big breakthrough...

I know where I've been in my past,
But trust me..I'm no where near that state,
I've changed my direction in life,
Doing that again is just not my fate...

I know your just looking out for me,
But you have to give me my own space,
I know you can trust me and have faith in me,
But I know that your there, just incase...

By: Knoxy

(C) Copyright Alana Knox 2006