Can i honestly tell you the truth behind my pain. all of the sadness is from my shame. i cry every night, cant go to bed. my life has been broken..and yet i still have so many tears to shed. i think about you, think about me. how you broke me so sadly.
theres so many things in my life right now and Ur not making things any better. i know that you loved me but baby, its hard to explain what love is to me. and i dont want to be broken by you again. if i admit to my feelings you'll take me back in Ur heart. i dont want to be there but yet it feels like things are just tearing us apart.
i pray every night to god himself. Jesus too but yet no signs. i ask them to forgive me, i ask them to renew me again.for what i have done is called a sin. and I'm so sorry that i have messed up.i know that Ur life is more important then mine. and i hope that this heart will be replaced with something more in time.
i try not to worry and just to be happy again. but then again..this is life. everything is broken or will be broken again.
