Cured

When will I know
If this is real?
How will I find out
If I am able to heal?

You were sent to me for a reason
A reason unknown
One I'd like to Cherish,
And call my own.

But I fell into a spell
And an evil curse
One that took the best of me
And gave us all the worst.

Ignoring it, I stayed on the path
Thinking git would all go away
Blowing through my head
It started to stray

Jerking me left
Then shoving me right
Showing me a house
3inches wide and 8ft of height.

I knew it was crazy
But i stepped inside.
My feeling leaving me on the wall
Now theres no place to hide.

"I have to go!" was what I managed to say
As I ran out that door
I was on my way.

Breathing frantically
Sweat dripping down my face
Panting heavily
I think I just won this race.

Biting my lip
And fighting back tears
My memories floating away
From all those years.

But finally I did what I could.
I broke down and cried
It was all for you my friend
To whom I lied.

Saying I am fine
To all those who ask.
Even though I'm not
I just need time to relax.

But now I sit here half asleep
Thinking of my last session
The one that I know helped
To cure my depression.