Its hard

Grr where are you?
I can't wait out here forever!
I thought you said you were true?
HA forgetting me? you are so clever!

Did you know its starting to downpour
And I'm out here in a tank and shorts?
If your still coming my sweater is in my top drawer.
Oh no! HAIL! Theres all different sorts.

Did you know I'm out here alone?
I just want to come in.
I'm 13 and I've grown.
I trusted you to get me from within.

Now my door is closing
And my hopes are giving up.
I think of the picture of you posing
and how when i get home it will burn up.

Thanks alot! My mascara is leaking!
Now I can cry and no one will knows it.
Hurry up! just say what your sneaking!
Because i love you..but its hard to admit.