Yesterday's Lifetime Ago

Theyve always asked me
why do u still talk to him
he played you, he hurt you
but still you come back again

to be honest i dont know
but i think its time it ends
what did you expect
when you wanted to be \"just friends\"

you knew you didnt want that
but ever since uve made my life hell
did you truly think i didnt know
did u think i couldnt tell?

yesterdays lifetime ago
you broke my heart, not once but twice
you played with my mind
and you messed with my life

you dont know what i went thru
nor do u take the time to care
you dont know anything
or the things i turned to in despair

all the things i want to say to you
theyve stayed locked up in my mind
for fear of hurting you
losing you
but now i think its time

all the lies you told
and all the pain you caused me
all the deception and all the deceit
and all the promises you couldnt keep

after all the things ive helped you with
and all the times i helped you through
you never gave it a second thought
you knew what you would do

does it hurt knowing im not yours
and that i never will be?
does it hurt knowing i love him
even more than you once loved me?

i want to scream at you
make you hurt as bad as you hurt me
i want to make you understand
that through bloody tears
you cannot see

maybe someday you\'ll understand
what i cant put into words
maybe you\'ll feel the hurt
maybe one day you\'ll forever burn

i swear someday i\'ll tell you these things
i\'ll tell you all you need to know
i\'ll show you all the pain and all the tears
from yesterday\'s lifetime ago