I wonder why I'm still here
waiting on us to be finalized
when you don't call me dear
or you just haven't realized
that I'm here still.
I feel our lives are a contradiction
of what life should be and
we play the game of repetition
with no change and nothing planned
for the future.
i miss how we used to be together
around whoever happened to be there
Remember we were suppose to be forever
No matter the time or where
we would be.
The fire in our hearts seem to have gone out
and drained no misery away
My body wants nothing more than to pout
and to hope for a better day when
you might come around.
What did I do to deserve this
pain and no closure
I want it all especially the bliss
give me more, more exposure
that you care or cared?
