And agian=(

And its on again

my wrist are open
and the blade is back

i thought it was over
until i just cracked

i will never tell
a soul why i done it again

for i am so ashamed
of the reason why.

i can usually talk
but not this time

my thoughts are back and there hurting me inside

those unwanted thoughts that are ruining my life
it all going to lead to my suicide

i just want it to go back to how it was
when we all were friends and never saw.......

all the hurt that we all hid and lies we told

some things are better of not knowing at all