Its over!

These tears
Ive cried
have led me
to near suicide

these tears
Ive cried
were my only
self-pride

they make me
who i am today
I wont forget
the joy they
brang

but for me
with joy
comes something
worse
is this going
to lead
to my wrist
getting hurt?

For once
its not because
Ive realized
what Ive done
I\\\'m tired of that life
when i was
the only one

It was me
and the blade
that fought as one

Now that blade
is gone for long
as i have found
where i truly belong

With my family
who love me
and
friends who care
no matter when
my life seemed
unfair!