Final Piece...

My room is full of darkness
My heart is shattered on the floor
My pain consumes my thoughts
As I await the pain I felt before

With my heart skipping a beat
And excitement in my skin
I take the blade into my hand
And my drawings I begin

I cut across my arm
The pain feeling like fire
The only warmth I feel now a days
My blood dripping with desire

Down my arm the trail moves
As I cut yet another path
Another kiss from the blade
Releasing all fear I may have

I only have one thought on my mind
"Pure utter ecstasy"
My body starts to shake
As I draw this masterpiece on me

Down my arms, on my thighs
Across my stomach, see?
Want to see the crimson picture
Of what you've done to me?

But sit back and let me explain
For art is within the soul
Let me show how each cut
Represents every empty hole

This one across my arm
Was that promise you made me
You remember, the one you broke
Here's the mark that left on me

Oh and this one across my thigh,
Is for not giving me any time.
You see the trail of blood it left?
You can tell hurt was on my mind.

My favorite yet in this piece
Is the one across my wrist
This one is to remind you of
The love that you will miss

For by the time you understand
The meaning of my pain
It will be too late for anything
And that I don't need to explain

Just follow the trail of blood
You'll find the pieces of my heart
But by then my soul would have left
And my body would have torn apart

Enjoy my final piece
Is was made with lots of love
And as you finally understand it
I'll be watching from above.

**** I don't like the ending, any suggestions? Let me know, thanks!****