Forgotten and Changed

When it comes to summer, I always feel forgotten. My friends always forget me when it comes to that part of the year. Though some of my friends are there for me when my other friends are gone. They always leave me behind in their dust to go on there vacations. Either small or big vacation, I was always the one that was worried about spreading apart from my friends. Last year, something happened. I don't know what, but something stirred. I didn't feel like myself. I became a very giggly, different person. Everybody's expressions for things, became something I laughed at. Just something sparked on their face, that was utterly funny. I wish I could become the girl I knew before last summer. Now, I am slowly turning back to the way I was before that. I just hope that when my friends leave to their happy vacations, that I won't be left behind, altered. Just like last summer. Forgotten, and changed.