Ur there and im here

So u see me here sitting on mi bed
i guess i look like I'm almost dead

u u did this to me
u made me bleed

it hurts so freaking bad
u were all i had

see u can do what u want Ur soul's happy.. free
unlike me

mine is trapped in a realm of hate and despise
i feel like ripping out mi eyes

y did u do this to us
the sad thing is u don't even give a ''u know what''

u say u need time
and ask me if I'm fine

just look at mi arms
all u see is blood and scars

u try to take the razor
hell all i say to mi self is i hate her

how can u do this to me
u said I'm all u need

u lied
now i have to die

heavens so beautiful
i love it here

and Ur still down there
hurting guys its not fair

so live Ur life like that
you'll someday see that what Ur doing is really rong

or maybe u wont
i don't know

but i don't care
cuz I'm here and Ur there