When I get lost

When I get lost,
I go to a better place,
Begining a new path,
Imagining your face.

When I get lost,
In all of your lies,
Do you care,
Or would you rather watch me die?

When I get lost,
In this screwed up life,
Will you apologize,
Or help me with that knife?

When I got lost,
You laugh and stand still,
Cant you see me dying,
Yes, because you helped the kill.

When I get lost,
I just close my eyes and think,
You made me wish I was someone else,
Making me shut down and shrink.

When I get lost,
I finally get to go,
To heavens gates I fly,
Because the red blood did flow.

When I get lost,
In my own game,
Would you see me hurt,
Or would you take it as glory and fame?

**to all who hurt me**