You don't have the right

What have i done
this isn't how i should grieve
but I've sunk so low
lower than i could ever believe

I've hurt so much
and now i bleed
don't tell me I'm being selfish
this isn't an act of greed

just cause maybe i don't like life
maybe i want to die
but I'm not quite sure
for i feel every thing's a lie

i know I've done this to myself
but how does that give you the right
to kick me when I'm down
you slash me with words day and night

simply because i feel this way
no that does not make it OK
i've lost more than you
and you think you can tell me what i should and should not do

i will do as i please
you can not set my soul at ease
you don't have the right
you don't have the right