My Beautiful Sister

I cant believe I'm all alone
its a feeling i know way to well
since you left me drowning in emotions
my soul I've had to sell

i cant believe you left me
I'm finding this life way to hard
but you actions have torn my life
leaving me so very scarred

after what you did to me
i didn't know what to do
but a friendship has helped save me
and refreshed life anew

I'm slowly starting to heal
my scars are starting to fade
the terror of my old life
is moving into the shade

but only one person can truly save me
I starting to sound selfish but I don’t care
My sister I lost before I lived
Could stop this pain I bare,

So please god, just one look at her,
My life this could save
My beloved sister,
Could save me from the grave

*really, Really bad I know,
the first 4 stanzas don’t match the last two, but oh well, please comment/vote.*