Why Love When it Brings You Pain?

Why love when it brings you pain
For it only makes you rain.

I made a mistake that I cant take.
I crushed him and made him break

Please forgive me for what I have done
Before I shoot me with this gun

Im really sorry I truly am
I dont get why you cant understand

I cant move on its just too hard
I must go on before I'm gone

I have loved but not again
I cannot because of what I did

My sorrows my pain will never go away So I must leave right away

Good bye my friends good bye my family
I just cant take it Im really sorry

For I am in a better place
But Im not sure it changed my face

I still feel my pain for my mistake
For what I have done I still cant take

Im really sorry I truly am
I hope you can understand

Please forgive me for what I have done
I didnt mean too shoot me with the gun

It just happened...and I was gone