I No Longer See

No longer me
No longer can see

Who am I
I don't even try

What have I done
Where is my gun

I feel like trash
I followed one path

I said I wouldn't become
But it jst led on and begun

The more I did
I would do over and over again

Messing up my life
Losing all my strife

Drinking and drugs
Having no fun

I party on weekends
While losing friends

Think I'm having fun
When I know just as well I'm dumb

I steal and lie, and try to hide
So I just crawl in a corner and cry

I said I wouldn't do this
I said I wouldn't do that

I ask my self why
But I just cry

Knowing I messed up
So I confessed up

Facing all the facts
Knowing how I act

Scareder then hell
Just wanting to yell

Hiding my pain
Just wanting to run away

My life's over and done
Where's my gun

I'm saying goodbye tonight
I can't do nothing right

It's to late for help now
I'm no longer here now

I'm really sorry I truely am
I hope you can understand

There was nothing anybody could do
I love all you

I'll miss you.
Love always, Kayla