WONDERiNG

I sit here wondering how you feel,
but i'm so afraid to ask.
you might give me the wrong answer
and i don't want a broken heart.

i really want to know,
so i'll know to move on or not,
and so i won't spend my life wasted on you
when you really didn't love me at all.

life is so confusing,
and love only makes it worse.
so for now i'll just sit,
and keep wondering.