A girl with the knife

Last night
I had a dream
About a girl
She was young
She was sad
She was daddies lil pearl
When she was small
She always did whats right
Now shes older
She lives for the night
Time after time
She kept on messing up
Her dad took her to one side
And asked her what the f*&K
You used to do everything right
What the hell is wrong
You were perfect
You were smart
Now your just dumb
She just couldn't keep up
She started to break out
She couldn't believe whats happening
All she worked for thrown out
So she took refuge in the sword
Thats all she knew
From that day on
Her life died too
It helped her to shield herself from the pain
But it came back in maybe a day
She started to put the knife to her through
And the tears started to fall
And its then she realized
She couldn't take it anymore
The disappointment of her family
The neglect of her so called friends
The loss of her appetite
She just wanted it all to end
When she looked in the mirror
All she could see
Is a waste of breathe , air and money
Her skin began to tear
Blood started to rush
A piercing pain
That can never be touched
And with that my eyes were burst open
I'm breathing for my life
And with tears in my eyes
I was the girl with the knife