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You say it should be easy for me to just walk away. You say it's my love for that has faded away and that you were the one the inflicted all the pain. You say I should be able to forget your name, and the dimples in your cheeks. You say I should be able to forget the I love you said in vain. You say it should be easy, so why is my heart still screaming out your name?

I wake up at night still screaming out your name, stupid nightmare is always the same, but now you're not there to hold me close and wipe away my tears. I sit alone in the dark with my heart full of fears...

Whenever I needed you, there you would appear almost out of thin air, but now I am alone in this cruel world...I need a hand to hold but you're no longer mine...Why did you have to fill me up with love then tear my down with deceit...I need you now more than ever but I can't keep going back to that.

It's true I should be able to just walk away without regret, but I can't help but look back. I watch the tears roll down your cheek as you give me a fake smile and a little wave...

I feel so stupid walking away from the one person that I thought truly loved me...then it hits me like a thunder bolt...isn't it usually the people that hurt you so much the ones that love you the most?