GiViNg In

Silence blinding in the dark
shattered glass as pieces fall apart
removing your name from my memory
you bring out the worst in me
speechless as theres nothing else to say
as my feelings wash away
deadly your words i hear
giving in was all id fear
drowning in all your lies
unknowning and hurtful cries
so confused in all youve said
shutting it out inside my head
cutting me so deep numb in pain
letting you win all over again
helpless in uncontrollable defeat
crashing left on repeat
faking getting over you
throwing away so much thats true
breaking through like a knife pushed in
skaken in what could have been
hate me as you do
broken abd tourn all the way through
stabbing me yes i feel
but in time i will heal
lying so you can forget
dragging me down i will soon regret
so fearful the thing i desire
im myself im a liar
surrounded by tears and heart break
ive taken all i can take
so what is done is done
you left me and now im gone