I cant believe youre gone..

I cant believe youre gone
i never thought this could happen
you mean the world to me
as time goes on, i continue to sadden.

i got to say goodbye
but somehow that wasnt enough
you held me until time was gone
god, now my life is tough.

for days ive been crying
now my whole life is changed
what you mean to me is rare
im not sure what ill do..
when it really hits me that you wont be there.

we had fun while we could
ill admit thats true
but, for now, my life is empty
cause im not with you.

(one of the best friends i could ever have, who has lived across the street for me for as long as i can remember , is moving away to a different state. he was a different kind of relationship than i have ever had with anyone else. he was my first EVERYTHING (with things with guys) and i hang out with him pretty much every day. yesterday was the last day i got to see him. and ever since i left his house ive been crying last night i wrote a way better poem than this but it got deleted. so this is the best way to i guess get my feelings out now.)