Faking the Smile..

That girl is so confused.
Shes not sure where to go in life.
Everything is pressuring..
Too much pain and strife.

Everyone has betrayed her..
At some point or another..
She feels she cant trust..
Anyone..
The way they trust each other.

She feels incapable of a real "true love".
Shes not sure if anything is meant to be.
She fakes a smile.. everyday.
Acting.. happily.

Inside her is a dark and gray.
The sadness, she fears,
May never go away.
Shes lonely now..
With no place to run
She must face the truth..
Her life is done.

She feels she cant go on any longer.
All the fakeness, covering up the pain.
Deep down inside is a broken heart..
A never-ending shower of rain.

Shes not capable of true love.
This is how she feels.
Maybe one day...
The clouds will go away.
And she can be real.

Covering up such sadness..
Really tires her out.
Shes so sick of her everyday.
She wants to scream and shout.
How can she go on..
She asks herself..
How can this pain go away?
How can the sun come out..
On such a cloudy day?