I'll yell and scream
But in silence
I'll kick and shove
But be still
I'll cry and cry
But laugh out loud
I'll try to tell u how I feel
But tell u opposite
I'll be dead inside
But alive on the outside
I'll try to love some one
But they will always go away
I'll try now to still hold theses feelings in
But I cant
I cant any more
I just cant do this any more