Understand?

Im walking backwards
only to find myself
forever gone

im understanding my life was never ment to be.
walking backwards is forward to me.
never seeing the end
yet to never begin.

the end is near
its all becoming clear
i see myself slipping away
i wish i was here to stay
try to understand
what i see
people just don't get me

im understanding my life is just a dream
im walking backwards tho it seems
never to see, ill never be.