Live...Love...Leave

This might be a little bit confusing..

Why is it when your down and feel theres no one around, you think you have the whole place to yourself, you have to freedom to think and be you the person you can't really be around anyone else, the world brings you pain the people who annoy you so much. What was I thinking that I could have PRIVACY? Theres always someone listening and trying to give you advice on what to do with your life, you can't really say anything back because they out rank you in some way. What should i do, what can i do when the one person in my life i can trust i was taken away from and now live thousands of miles away. Teachers and school are stressful just can't seem to catch a break in life. Drama 24-7. As days go by i sit and think is this really my life or others living it for me? What can i do to change my life? Where should I be if my heart desires only one place, it belongs with the love of my life. My only option is to break away from the chains that held me back for soo long and live my life and live by my rules. Its my life and no one knows what i want, and where i want to go, "no one can live my life for me."