Accident

I'm so scared
all alone
in a world
thats so cold
my only friend
is this blade
that i hold

i cry bloody tears
i feel alone with my fears
i know that so many care
but still i feel so lost right here

i blackout from the pain
not only from this blade
but from the heartache and hatred
of everyday

the cuts go deep
deeper than they seemed to me
next thing i knew i had hit an artery
i that that wound was deadly

i cry
cause i know
that I'm going to die
here all alone
in the comfort
of my own home

but i didn't want to die
first i wanted to say good-bye
but i knew i was out of time
again i begin to cry
this wasn't meant to be a suicide

yes you heard me right
it was an accident
i wasn't meant
to die just yet

all i wanted was for the pain
to just...just go away
how was i supposed to know
that i would end this way

so many people cried
as they all filed by
knowing that my eyes
were closed for the final time
they all said their last...good-byes