Suicide note

This is a suicide note in which I write to you
By the time you read this my life will be through
Confusion and break in my heart
I knew you'd be the one I'd die over from the start.
Every letter so precise
As your bloody name glows in the light
I know you'll be stunned at what you see
Because you'll know you did this to me
I threw all the signs in your face and you didn't catch it
Now that you look at this scene all the pieces fit
Every time you said you loved me it only tore me worse
It was like you put me in a curse
This is how I feel inside
Something I'm sure you would never find
Yet you continued to call me a fake
When it was only putting my life at stake
You knew it hurt me but you continued to say it
Just to think I cried over your stupid sh*t
It hurt me so bad
It took me past the point of sad
I'm slowly walking away
Forever in Hell will I stay.