Gone!

How can i explain this,
It can not be true.
I know you all hate me,
And theres one thing I can do.
If no one cares then whats the point.
I'm lost in my thoughts,
But thinking of who?
There is a face,
It's familiar but strange.
I can't help but think,
Who can it be?
I realize soon that it is me.
One tear thats all,
No more or less.
Will anyone miss me,
Does anyone care.
Through the window of death I stare.
A gentle hand clutches mine,
So sweet a voice says its fine.
I walk so willingly but then turn back,
Just to remember the friends I lack.
In an instant it's gone,
My choice is erased,
Soft lips kiss my face.
As my eyes flutter open,
There is a crowd,
I'm lying motionless on the ground.
Have they helped me?
I mean would you?
I couldn't take it I thought they'd be glad,
But I was wrong because now their sad.
Although I'm not dead,
But soon would have been.
My friends helped me,
They set my soul free.
They listen more now,
And won't leave me on my own.
Because you never know how much you love someone until their just about gone!

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