So Have They

I've come and gone,
for so many...
Although this dawn,
if any...
I may have drawn...
A tear filled,
crimson written song...
( Love I killed...)

I've spread my web,
I've caused some pain...
I feel so bad... ( But so do they...)
Secrets kept,
I've lied in vain...
I feel so bad... ( So do they...)

(chorus)
I'm breaking... Breaking...
Making,
them insane! Insane...
Within the pain...
I sang,
These girls are drained...
All the while,
I dare not dephile,
their smiles...

I miss them all,
indeed so many...
I use to call,
them all so friendly...
I caused a fall...
A decline of heart,
a reason to bawl...
( They broke apart...)

Regret what I said,
regret the pain...
Lost myself... ( But so have they...)
Old wounds that bled,
opened again...
Lost myself... ( So have they...)

(chorus)

All to gain and all to lose,
I've lost so much...
If I could choose,
you'd evade my touch...
Gained a bruise...
A one too many,
things to refuse...
( No warmth to send me...)
I don't deserve any...

(chorus)