Do you love me to?

You are always there for me
You say no matter what if I need you your there
I know this
But in our relationship you seem distant
When it comes to certain things you won't say a word
Why?
When we're together your so loving
But when we're around others
You seem distant
But if we're alone in your room
Behind closed doors
You openly hold me and touch me
Yet when around those closest to us
You stay away
This is all so confusing
I want to know why you are acting this way
But when I ask you avoid the subject
Confusion
Why do I think so deep into this?
Maybe its just me
Thinking too far into things as usual
But I care
Thats why I think about these things so much
But now I think
Do you care more than you say?
You have told me
I don't want you to hurt yourself
So you took away my razors
Took away my favorite knife
So is that a change of heart in you?
Is that something to show me that you care more than you let on
Or are you sick of seeing me waste away because you think its pathetic
Or is it truely because you hate seeing me waste away
Simply because you love me?
Do you love me?
Or am I crazy and overthinking things?
I don't know
Pure confusion
I love you
But do you feel the same?
That is why i am truely confused
all i need to know is
Do you love me to?