Running out of time

I am running out of time
i need a saviour
someone who cares
please i need help

i cannot handle my life anymore
i cannot cope containing how i feel
i can't let others know whats up
for fear that they will judge me

screaming my heart out
for someone who will care
resisting the tears that are behind my eyes

time is running out before i become totally numb
and unable to feel anything every again

what i needs is not sympathy but someone who understands and who will actually care about me

that is too much for everyone to handle so i guess i am destined to be lonely foreva more what a totally numb life i will lead.

where will the love and happiness go
oh yeah i forgot i never had them
here is the darkness to swallow me up whole and remove me from this earth