Awaken to a nightmare

Every night I say my prays
Prays in which I ask to die
When I sleep I dream of dying
When I wake I wish to die
I awaken to a nightmare
A nightmare I call life
I go to school and get let down
I come home and get yelled at
What is the point of this life
When all I want to do is leave
These scars and cut remind
Of all the painful days
People say, they say they care
I don’t believe them, I feel so bare
Why can’t I just end my life
I feel so ready to pick up the knife
I get into bed and the nightmare starts all over again.